homesworks suchs as chores

they say dare to dream
follow your heart

i say get real, it takes two hands to clap.

i live a life full of regrets.
just added one 40 seconds ago after reading something.

uhhah.

i wrecked my brain trying to send you a msg. wtf of me.

ookay i'm gonna be quite busy for the next three days.

sunday-
1. Fendi passing me his spex form,- 8.45am
2.cycle to nsc and cycle back after trng, 7.15pm
3.meet mum at tampines mall. sign vondafone broadband. 8pm
4. English homework online before 11.45pm

monday-
1. Meet the guys at kallang mrt (9am)
2. walk to the cage (9.15)
3.lunch with them, (12.45 - 1.40)
4.meet justin wong at newurbanmale (2-2.20)
5. follow aaron to crumpler after that, (2.40 - 3)
6. meet her at novena (3-5ish?)
7.take the train home, wash up and nap for an hour. (6-7)
8.dinner at home ( 7.15- 8)
9.supper with sonia ( 10?), not confirmed.
10. home sweet home ( hopefully before 12am)

tuesday-
1.lunch with dadmum ( 12-1pm)
2.cycle to cousin's house for gym ( 2-4pm)
3.giant supermarket with dadmum ( 5-6pm)
4. school ( 6.40)
5. Funfair with aaronfaris ( 7.20- 8.00)
6.dinner with them (8.20-9)
7. back to school (before 930)

ghandi, dont say i got no social life.

i wrecked my brain trying to send you a msg. wtf of me.

i miss

• running in the 200m event in primary sch
• a sleek wire2wire
• the gold rush at asian games
• reaching windward hoist in 20 over knots at nz.

whyme

I TRIED.


I LOST.



(inset)
mum's heels + my haivanas,

reality pls

this could be a story
this could be a final lie.

i dont need this happy ending

okay this sucks, it fucking does. i only got 2 hours of sleep last night.
let me explain, dont jump to any conclusion yourself.

doctor gave me flu medicine, cough mixture and asthma pills to pop.
flu medicine and cough mixture made me really giddy its those
that are meant to make you sleep kind. so yes i was really tired
after taking them but what i forgotten was that the asthma pills
kicks start your heart beat. just like asthma inhalers they make
your heart beat much faster and your unable to calm it down.

so there i was feeling freakin' giddy and tired . my heart
was pumping 115 beats average a min while lying on my bed
forcing me to stay awake. so i slept at 3am and woke up at 5am.
been up forever since. i hate it when i'm ill and arent sailing
especially on weekends when time is aplenty and i left my books
in school. planned my trng log. cleaned my room, read 70 pages
of mind games, played psp. smsed suzzie. 98.7fm for 8 hours.

good ole

sherm is dying
sherm is living
sherm is high!

i beg

i find it hard to catch my breath when im walking already
i wonder how am i gonna hoist that damn spin tmro for f's sake.
its fatal and harzardous doing something i love isnt it?.
results for lung test three weeks ago. - 52 %
it sure feels like 20-35 % now. i'm gasping

history, now, forever ;
you got me thinking about you
goodbye stranger friend.
a journey to be cherished.
i will whisper your name on my last breath,

what the!

holiday in US from 29 nov - 2nd jan?!. wth.

roar roaR!. imma bomb the plane miss wee!.

its not the scar its the story.

puta-man. i've fallen.ill.

there aint no bounce back no more shite.

this retarded lame-ness got me thinking.

sexy eh

i am fast, bloody fast. ok i'm out of point.

ha whats with me looking like i'm drunk?
blame the sun not me, ok i'm feeling the
muscle limitations now, not being able
to go full stretch, must be '' delayed muscle
soreness''.. hmmm sounds familar jov?.

eh i need cycling partners now, its too
dangerous cycling by myself on the road.
hitting that 41km/h mark flooring the
panaracer rubber ooh it feels so good eh.

if one wants to die then go ahead
dont tell me your sad life story.
its falling on deaf ears i'm sure.

school tmro another week of horror
will see if i can pull through.

i repeat, down under seems too good
an opportunity to be missed.

stranger friend you got me
thinking about you right now.

cardio machine

oh pls dont mention nose dive; right thigh screwed up.

its another one of those '' i live by the moment'' day.
lactic took its ground today, it toyed me around
and me at its mercy once again, my arms no longer
feel the pain that is being felt right now.

ha i've taken a liking for justin timberlakes's
' what goes around comes around '. the lyrics
are kinda catchy eh, all about karma la!.

if there is one thing to do, it'll be the one thing
that i loved doing.


kill my emo-ness pls
schnitzel; i aint gay,eh

oh so soon?

1. darn it stop the clock right now dammit.

2. $80 bucks on books, i need sponsors

3. i had a conversation with my arms the other day
i realised that they were too slow in reaction and
lacked explosiveness. and they arent long enough.

4. "" by 20 years old your lungs will be as good as plastic''

5. debate was goodshite today, enjoyed it tons

6. own or get owned

7. major module

8. school meltdown

9. darn she's hot-looking eh

10. a pretty face is nothing compared to ..

11. ok i better sleep now.

my thoughts on friday the 13th.

this aint my thing.

sailing at its best, sailed 420 today got alive and started breathing.
being able to control the boat is a skill , being able to control it better
than anyone else is joy; i found myself screaming on the port reach
today when the 13-15 knot gust hit and immediately the spin
powered up i couldnt take it b'cos its been so long since i felt
the pain on fingers trying to hold on to the spin sheet. and it
comes to a state where pain isnt physical and is just a state of mind.
o i'm not gonna start talking about my obession with pain .;

okay we've got a tv in the hostel now so we can watch champions
league matches. the funny part was smuggling the darn 26'
into the hostel, ha, and the bubble tea turned classical teh pik.

granny 's leaving for malaysia on saturday morning, dad's leaving
for japan on saturday night and mum leaving for bangkok on
sunday morning. i'm leaving for sports school on sunday night

some music will inspire. your hand is the one i want to hold

friday the 13th, 8days time.
come what may.
under the starlight she whispers sweet nothings.


















i'm thinking of taking my bike out for a ride, i need a cycling partner
so anyone here free? if you are then msg me.

shag not.

420 for an hour and 29ered for 4 hours, so shag.
again my back pain is starting to come back.
tell me how not to make is worse?, where in 29er
i gotta freaking up/down the spin and i got to use
the back muscles especially. physio tmro, confirm g-g.

it was father and son's day today. mum and bro went
over to cousin's place for a swim. dad brought me
to guardian to buy a back support for me, with
two metal pieces at the back to prevent bad posture.
now i gotta wear it everywhere i go.

I finally got a bike , i love it cause it one hellva machine
and its pretty darn fast too!. introducing GT avalanche 1.0
2007 model and i havent seen anyone riding it on the road

Derailer : shimano LX
suspension : sun tours ( can adjust )
Tired : Panaracer
Rims : damn good
Lights : front and back cateye

actually my budget was 400 plus got i wanted a cheap
one then i save up some money to zhng it. then dad said
to get a good bike so we ended up buying something more ex
hmm the price? you go guess la. its a high end GT bike but
compared to brands more established like trek it is only average.

603 sent msges in 7 days, i'm screwed.
dont msg me unless impt, sorry about tt.

fle ; xoxo. 12 days

ho

if you die then i'll be alone.
what happened to our plan?.